So, back when I thought I wouldn't be able to use grants for my Animation and Media Arts field, my older brother told my mom that graphic and web design is like art I do since it is digital.
What my older brother doesn't know is that my college talks about graphics as in commercial art.
Commercial art does not focus on making characters or illustrations.
Also, web design talks about coding and making sure the web site is functional and ready to view.
I already knew this but I know my older brother won't listen to my reasons.
He wants me to try graphic and web design to open my horizons.
What he doesn't know is that I actually have design webs and did commercial art before, but I decided I didn't like it.
I have tried telling him that but he doesn't believe me.
However, when he mentioned graphic design to me, that's when he asked if I wanted to see a new movie but I told him I am not a huge movie fanatic.
He called me dull and boring, then he started to ask me to broaden my horizon for things I do.
I told a lot of art stuff I do and that I write and learn languages.
The next day (today), he said the same stuff when I asked my younger brother why he thinks baking is not interesting.
I shrugged and didn't pester my younger brother but my older brother kept telling to do more than art stuff.
I said I like science and says I am wrong.
I was going to mention what sports I like doing and music stuff, but he would tell me to like more than that.
He said I should change and like more than art and science.
Well, I will not do politics, I don't care for making computers, I don't like talking about cars unless they are bikes and monster trucks, I like magic and mythology stuff, I make poems, I love to dance and sing, and I like learning about religion and cultures, I don't like talking about someone being murdered unless it is from a TV show or comic.
He did mention video games, but the only video game part I do is play them and make character designs.
I don't know what he wants to change what I love to do and what I don't like doing, but this happened all because I don;t want to watch movies as much as the average person does.
I know he gets upset that I like anime and manga, but it is just a form of entertainment.
I just want to share what I love with my family but it seems I can't.
I can't even talk about my love for gore or yaoi and yuri.
It's like they wanna change me and I know they are worried that I am not normal, but I don't want to be normal.
I just want to be myself no matter what my older brother wants me to do.
He says I will be lonely and have no one if I keep being how I am, but I don't care anymore.
All he does when telling me to change, is upset me and calls me a bitch too. (This is when he claims I am in a mood).
Well, I do get frustrated when my older brother and younger brother both say how I should change, but my younger brother just doesn't want to be in the drama, so I ain't made at my younger brother.
I can't believe my older brother sometimes.
Also, when his friend walked in, my older brother called me and my younger brother youngsters like he is way older than me.
To be honest, he's only a year older than me.
However, my older brother only does this when my mother is going somewhere... =_=
Listening to: Counting What Ifs by BoyChild
Watching: Yugioh 5D's episode 33